Emotions

why things are so perturbed? its like a war going on inside me, which is much bigger than any worldly struggle. Suddenly things become fine and suddenly bad. I dont feel like be in touch to someone I used to be in regular touch and I have started keeping more touch with people I never have been in that much touch till now. Directly on face I feel like saying people I dont want to talk to you without any reason. Just because I don't get 100% understanding. I think last year I got so much maturity, understanding and intimacy that now also my demands has increased to that level. Which is impossible to get from anyone else. Its becoming very difficult for me to except people. God please help me!!

zindagi ne zindagi bhar gam diye...............jitne bhi mausam diye sab nam diye

We always cry for those who never care for us. Its very difficult to get good friends in this world and more difficult is to be in a good friendship where you always share a deep intimacy. Its very difficult to have same intimacy, trust and sharing with someone throughout the life. First you admire someone, then you become close friends, you share everything and suddenly after some time things start changing automatically. You always want to be them as they were but it never happens so. kabhi insaan galat nhi hota bas halat galat hote hain........in kambkhat halat se to aaj tak koi kabhi jeet paya hai

Changing Life

Why things are so unstable in one's life? Something happens, you don't like it...........you start adjusting with things and as you get adjusted ..............you find again things are moving..............and again you feel like you are again in a situation in which you never want to be.
जो हम चाहते हैं वह होता नहीं
जो होता हैं वह भाता नहीं
जो बहता है वह टीकता नहीं

शायद इसी का नाम zindagi हैं
According to Geeta.............there are two things sat and asat................sat is something the other form of GOD and immortal but asat is continuously decaying..................when asat is continuously decaying..........our body is not immortal........... why we are transformed into body? Why we want to achieve something from life......why do we have emotions, desires when we are decaying every second..............why do we expect love, loyalty, care from others.............why we are sentimental fools? Though we all know nothing is stable..................everything has to be changed still we always try to stabilize things around us in the way we want..............we always try to oppose the nature's & GOD's law..................and we also know that this is something not in our hands.
At the end of the day.................we need to learn how to live..................which is the most difficult task. Instead of learning this we always try to control life.

Life has become a challenge even for a 3-4 year old child today. Primary education is no longer a tedious thing now a days. Can you imagine a scenario where a 4 year old child seeking admission in KG standard and at that level she has to compete around 2000 students and there will only 8% selection. If a child has to face such a tough competition at the age of 4, what about at the later stage of life? This is really miserable situation where everybody want to win the race and parents are burdening children and snatching their childhood. This thing effects a child's physical as well as mental development and at the later stage either they will get tired from this extremely competitive world or assume themselves as a loser. This highly competitive environment is nothing but a tool which is lowering the confidence of our future generation and making them hard from their heart.

हर बार होसला करते हैं , फिर खुद ही टूट जाते हैं
इस दिल को खुद ही समझा कर , इस दिल से हार जाते हैं
फिर से रेत को मुठी में पकड़ का र ,फिसलता पाते हैं
आँखों में समंदर को समेटते समेटते , छलकता पाते हैं
हर बार कुछ चाह कर , वह खुद ही कर जाते हैं
इंतज़ार करवाते करवाते , खुद ही इंतज़ार करता पाते हैं
न जाने क्यों इस दिल को , समझा ही नही पाते हैं
अपने आप खुद को मना ही नहीं पाते हैं
वह क्या समझेंगे जस्बात जिन्हें 'एहसास' ही नही
न जाने क्यों हर बार कुछ ऐसे ही दोस्त बना जाते हैं

zeevan ek imthaan

जीवन एक बहती नदिया है
और उस नदिया के कई किनारे हैं

ज़िंदगी मे कितने किनारे है, हम सोच नही पाते
किस किनारे का कौन माज्ही है, कह नही पाते

किनारे पे पौचना है नही आसान काम
इसलिए हर किनारा है एक इम्तहान

ज़िंदगी के सफर में वह होते है असफल
बार बार सोचते हैं जो
इम्तहान होगा फिर से अगली बार

सफलता और असफलता इस इम्तहान के हैं दो पहलू
स्प्प्लेमेंट के लिए नही है जगह फालतू

साहसी वीर होते हैं सफलता से गौरान्वित
होते हैं कायर असफलता से कलंकित

ज़िंदगी से जूझकर पार हो जाना है साहासियों का काम
नही है कायरों का यहाँ कोई स्थान

कायरता मनुष्य को कमजोर बानाती है
फलत हर इम्तहान में फ़ैल करवाती है

रट्टू और कायर में नही है ज्यादा अंतर
दोनो ही फ़ेल होने में अव्वल

ज़िंदगी के इम्तहान का स्य्ल्लाबुस नही होता
इसलिए रट्टू इसमे पास नही होता

साहसी वीरों के हैं ये लक्षण, विवेकशील,
धर्य, स्वाभिमान और अथक परिश्रम

जहाँ रटू होते हैं अविवेकशील, वहीं
कायर होते हैं अपरिश्रामी और अधीर

असफलता है इनके चरण चूमती, क्योंकि
सफलता हमेशा आशंकित ही रहती

ज़िंदगी के इस इम्तहान को कायर कर नही सकते पास
तुम वीर बनकर रचो एक नया इतहास

डरना इम्तहान से नही है वीरों का काम
इम्तहान को चीर दे वही है सच्चा वीर महान

इम्तहान से न तुम कत्राओ
पास फ़ैल होने के दर से न तुम घबराओ
ज़िंदगी को जियो वीरों कि तरह
यही सबक सबको सिखलाओ

- राजेश

Change yourself

When you change your attitude,
you change your behavior

When you change your behavior,
you change your performance

When you change your performance,
you change your life!!!!!!!!

Always Think Positive

Personality is what you think,
Problems are how you act!

Life is as you see it,
World is how you perceive it!

So Think Positive,
Everything will become positive!!!

Conscious and Unconscious Mind

Some days ago I encountered the fact that an infant used to develop his unconscious mind in the age of 12-30 month. Shocking!!!!!!!!! How a child can gain intelligence at that age? But this is the fact. In that time period an infant used to sense images rather than audio. Whatever he sees, his mind used to sense it and this is the age when he used to learn recognizing things. So, whatever he sees at that age have a long lasting effect on his mind, which creates his unconscious mind.
Actually at the age of 2 years a child used to have 6"6 vision, before that an infant used to take time to capture things. Language is the worldly communication medium which one used to learn after being a part of this world but development of intelligence used to start before one comes to the earth.

Colonialism in India

What a common man mean by colonialism? Colonialism is known as phenomena of suppressing the other by entering in their territory. Was Indian Colonialism the same? The answer is no. Surely, British came to India for trade but they never wanted to rule over India. Actually Colonialism was a matter of conflict as well as collaboration in India. Isn't it shocking?
The fact is many times during the colonialism Indian themselves wanted British to rule India. For example Raja Ram Mohan Rai himself requested British to teach English to Indians. Indian accepted themselves as uncivilized people and they accepted that British are here to civilize them
On the other hand when British tried to impose laws like if one wants to make salt he needs a license from British govt, Indian opposed the. Even today Indian army is formed in the way British formed in 1857. after independence the structure of Indian army does not change.
Whereas we created our own constitution after independence. The maximum great freedom fighters were lawyers. This indicates the Indians did not accept British justice system.
The other side of the coin is British brought the Railway to India very first. They connected major cities like Bombay, Madras & Calcutta. British only opened the first university in Bombay.
The moral is do not think that British were the bad people who ruled us cruelly. There exists pros & cons of this.

Network Security

Today morning I encounter a strange fact that if you have internet connection at your home with web cam installed in your computer, a person sitting at the any corner of the world can switch on your web cam, can edit any data of your computer, can change hardware configuration of your PC.
Obviously one will think, How? The answer is whenever you use a browser and open a new site the IP address of your computer(which is like your telephone no) get registered in the database of that particular site. Whatever mail you exchange is stored somewhere. this way one can see your personal conversation. Not even mails, if you chat using Google talk, etc. your audio conversation is also get stored in the database.
The point is that one need to learn to use internet cautiously. How you can prevent someone to access your IP address? The answer is use Proxy Server which is free ware, you can easily download from internet.
In the September 11, attack Al Quaida exchanged information encrypted in a photograph. Isn't it amazing that you can hide your text behind an image? In 2001, they were aware of this technology but the US govt not.
Moral of the story is crackers are always 2-3 step ahead of hackers. It is our responsibility to prevent cyber crime and hence we need to be a good hacker..............so lets learn more about computer security.