Emotions

why things are so perturbed? its like a war going on inside me, which is much bigger than any worldly struggle. Suddenly things become fine and suddenly bad. I dont feel like be in touch to someone I used to be in regular touch and I have started keeping more touch with people I never have been in that much touch till now. Directly on face I feel like saying people I dont want to talk to you without any reason. Just because I don't get 100% understanding. I think last year I got so much maturity, understanding and intimacy that now also my demands has increased to that level. Which is impossible to get from anyone else. Its becoming very difficult for me to except people. God please help me!!